Ku mahu

Sesaat ku terkesima
Pada indah personamu
Sekilas kau senyum padaku
Melarutkanmu dalam kasihku

Sesaat ku terpesona
Pada warna ceriamu
Sayangnya telah ku hidu
Semua paparanmu palsu

Indah impian cintaku
Namun realiti tak seharum
Yang ku impikan kerna
Cintamu tak sejati

Ku mahu kesetiaan dan kejujuran
Kasih sayang yang tiada bersempadan
Pengorbanan cinta yang tulus dan lahir dari keikhlasan

Namun kau hanya mampu memberi janji palsu
Dan kita pun terdorong hawa nafsu
Semua yang kau berita benar dan tak kan menjadi erti

Selamanya takkan ku lupa
Kau ajar ku seksa
Kau pandai berkata-kata
Hingga aku derita

Selamanya ku berjaga-jaga
Tak sanggup ku kenang
Cukuplah sekali terluka
Kan ku ingat sentiasa

Indah impian cintaku
Namun realiti tak seharum
Yang ku impikan kerna
Cintamu tak sejati

Ku mahu kesetiaan dan kejujuran
Kasih sayang yang tiada bersempadan
Pengorbanan cinta yang tulus dan lahir dari keikhlasan

Aku bukanlah boneka mu
Ku tak rela dipermainkan
Lebih baik sendiri
Dari terseksa di tangan mu

-sitinurhaliza-

I'm Okay !

No more...Tears running down my face.
No more...Holding on to memories.
No more...Staying stuck in yesterday
I had to take care of myself .

I'm okay. I don't need you to find me.
I'm not the girl that I used to be.
Look what you did to me, look what you did.
I'm okay, nothing that you did can break my.
I can be strong still on my own two feet.
Look what you did to me, look what you did.

I cried my last tear yesterday,
Just like the rain washing pain away.
My mind is clear now that you aint here.
Just like a diamond, 
I shine from all the pressure you applied.
Your words cant keep me down.
I raised up off the ground, feeling so brand new.

 -TIFFANY EVANS-

Kecik ke besar.

SALAM.

Okay, bila dah mula update blog, macam-macam pulak aku nak tulis. Mencurah-curah idea datang. Haahaha.

Petang ni aku nak share pasal aku dari kecik sampai sekarang. Lebih kurang macam biografi aku tapi versi ringkas punya. ekekeke.

ni pic aku 'convo' masa tadika dulu. Kecik2 dah 'convo' okay.hahaha.Time ni aku skolah tadika kat terengganu.

ni lak darjah 6, sekolah kebangsaan kg tengah. pastu, aku pindah kL.

Aku pindah je kL,tapi aku skolah menengah kat melaka dulu..duk asrama..
Alhamdulillah, aku jadi 'manusia' sekolah kat sini. Syukur sangat2!

after SPM, aku dapat offer form 6 kat sekolah maxwell, jurusan sains kemanusiaan.
Lagi sikit nk masuk situ, aku dpt offer from uia. so, ni pic masa aku kat matric uia nilai.

after 2 tahun aku kat matric uia nilai, tahun 2009, aku jejakkan kaki ke main campus, uia gombak. syukur yg tak terkira sbb uia was one of my dream. 4 tahun berhempas pulas in reading laws, akhirnya, aku ngn kwn2 dah pun berjaya bergelar as a GRADUAN UIA! so, this is our pre-grad picca! pic convo nnti aku taruk sbb convo bulan seploh.


~SEKIAN~

WASSALAM.

                                   

L.O.V.E

                                    "All About Your Heart"

I don’t mind your odd behavior
It’s the very thing I love
If you were an ice cream flavor
You would be my favorite one 

My imagination sees you
Like a painting by Van Gogh
Starry nights and bright sunflowers
Follow you where you may go 

Oh, I’ve loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It’s not about your scars
It’s all about your heart 

You’re a butterfly held captive
Small and safe in your cocoon
Go on you can take your time
Time is said to heal all wounds 

Like a lock without a key
Like a mystery without a clue
There is no me if I cannot have you

My lovely friends...

Sekian lama!

Salam.

Hey my diary!

~huwarghhhhh~

Lama giler kot tak update diary nih. Maklumler, busy final sem. Dah namanya final sem, memang sibuk lah kan..dengan tests, court trial, buat affidavit tu, draft judgment nih..aih, macam2 lah.Untung sikitlah aku budak laws, takde nak kena buat thesis macam bebudak course lain.

Alhamdulillah, result for my final sem was good. Unexpected langsung sebab rasa hari tu macam ntah pape je aku jawab. Lagi-lagi paper last aku, IBT. Seriously, aku siap boleh tertido time jawab IBT paper tu! Hampehh. Apepun, aku sangat bersyukur. Satu benda yang aku learnt, BERGANTUNG HARAP HANYA PADA ALLAH!

Now, aku buat short semester, tuk my final and only one subjek before i graduate from UIA.Alhamdulillah, kelas RKUD aku is awesome with the kind-hearted ustaz, lovely friends and the juniors also are very kind! Alhamdulillah.

Actually, aku macam nak kerja partime, tapi tulah...i have no transport. If i have it, i will find and work as a partimer, perhaps. Try gak usha kat internet any partime job yang boleh guna laptop and internet je. Yeah, i found some, but ntahlah...susah nak percaya either betul or tak kerja2 tu semua. Its okay then, when there is a will, there is a way!

Aku dah apply SPA. Hopefully, aku dapat lah kan. For me, tak kisah if dapat kerja as an assistant je pun, starts from below lagi okay what. Harapnya, biarlah offer kerja comes bila aku betul-betul dah abis study. InsyaALLAH!

Okaylah, nanti aku update lagi eh diary!

Wassalam.